If I don’t give up, I’ll never be what I already am.

But give up? I can’t try – because then I’m not really giving up!

Despair!!!

******

Great:

Now that I’m here,

fluxing,

knowing I don’t know and noticing,

without hope,

without glimmers of want

I can start playing with epic.¹

Until I like it so much I want to hold on to it

Then I may try my way into despair once again

And repeat!

 

 

 

 

¹ This is up to you to define!